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The Legacy Question

It's become a regular part of our Community Group's "hot-seat" discussion. The hot-seat has become a great way for us to get to know other members of our group. Any "appropriate" question is fair game and sometimes some questionable ones even sneak in.

Regardless of who gets "stuck" on the hot-seat, one question always comes up, "What do you want your legacy to be?" I appreciate the thoughtfulness of this question, despite the usual difficulty people have in pulling together their responses.

I've thought a lot about the legacy question since I gave my response a couple months ago. What should my response have been or, in other words, how might God have me answer such a question. What does God want my legacy to be. I think He surely has an opinion.

I think one of the Scriptures which has helped me understand what God would have my legacy be is Jeremiah 9:24, "but let him who boasts boast in this, that he understands and knows me, that I am the LORD who practices steadfast love, justice, and righteousness in the earth. For in these things I delight, declares the LORD."

God would have us boast about what is most important. God says if you need something to boast about, boast in your knowledge and understanding of the LORD. To me, that translates into the best answer to the legacy question. Sure there are other good answers, but I think the verse shows us the best.

I want my legacy to be, "He understood and knew the LORD." All the other aspects of my life should help grow this understanding and knowledge or flow from it. I fear that my heart has a long way to go on this point. There are so many things I care about more then my knowledge of God. Striving after this legacy really messes with me. It should inform how I spend my time, how I study and work, how I pray and how I engage the Word of God.

There are other places in the Scriptures where God gives us truths to hang our lives on. I'm curious what verses might be this for you.

Have You Been Set Ablaze?

I love church history. I love to study church history but, specifically, the lives of men and women who lived well before the Lord by faith. One of the things historians (and biographers) love to record are lives lived with passion. There is no substitute for a life lived with passion. You can't fake passion, because passions always cost. You can't be passionate about reaching the peoples of the world with the Gospel of Jesus Christ and not have it cost you. It will cost you your money, your time, your comfort or maybe even your dreams. But it will always costs. If our passions are not costing us anything, then they aren't truly passions.

When the Lord breathes into a life and His objectives become the high desire of our hearts, then we can really begin to live before the Lord. There is simply no substitute for the passionate life. The Bible is full of passionate people. Can there be any other way to live?

A great example of this passion was Charles Haddon Spurgeon. This man's life was nothing short of remarkable. He began pastoring at such a young age, they called him the "boy preacher". People would ride for hours to hear him preach. His passionate preaching was legendary. I have a book of his sermons, but oh how I wish I could hear him preach them!! He pastored a megachurch in London, before the term even meant anything.

Once a reporter asked Spurgeon why so many people came every week to hear him preach. His answer is simple, yet profound, "When I preach, the Holy Spirit lights me on fire and people come to watch me burn." I want that. I want the Lord to so ignite my life that people around me can't help but warm themselves by the heat.

But true Christian passion has its enemies. Our culture and the American dream are huge enemies of Godly passions. As John Piper has said it, "We Americans live in Disneyland...a land of amusements and entertainments." No one goes to Disneyland to lay down their life for an eternal cause. We goto Disneyland to play and be entertained. Nothing kills holy passion like addiction to entertainment. Passions call us to lay everything aside. Our culture teaches us to lay nothing aside; grab as much as you can.

Jesus summerized it perfectly, "For whoever would save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for my sake will find it (Matt. 16:25)." This verse doesn't make sense in our culture or to those who have been heavily influenced by it. But there have been some who have got ahold of this idea, and let it burn bright in their lives. Men and women like Spurgeon. Oh that God would light our lives on fire and teach us to to save our lives by losing them...

What My Sixth Graders Have Taught Me: Part 1

Yes, it's official. My career as a sixth grade teacher is coming to an end. Only 19.5 days (but who's counting?) I think it wise to record some of the wisdom I've gleaned from my students over the last two years as their teacher.

1. My students are blunt. They can't really help this. They just call it like they see it. But this has led to a lot of interesting conversations in class. Students tell me when they don't like my shirt or my hair is messed up. They love me even more when I tell them I'm trying to set a new trend. The best stuff is what they tell me about their parents, "I'm pretty sure you mom and dad don't want me to know they talk like that, Brian."

2. My students value their time based on the "fun scale". This is especially true in school. As a teacher, if you can make grammar and spelling entertaining, you are worshipped. They only way I've found to do this effectively is to not do grammar and spelling :)

3. My students go to the bathroom a lot. This has only recently started to annoy me. I don't know if they have a Playstation in there or what, but you'd think so. I've never been around people with such limited ability to hold it. I don't know how a family road trip would ever be possible with some of these kids. I can't even imagine them making it to Castle Rock.

4. Laughter is good medicine. Oh how surprised I've been by the sense of humor some of my kids possess. I have had a good laugh with them almost everyday of my teaching career. I even have some "extended laughers" who can't gain back control for a while and, if pushed, would surely pee their pants. They are always the girls.

5. The top students are limited in television, movies or video games by their parents. There are exceptions to every rule, but in both of my classes the trends have been: those who can watch as much as they want, can't read at grade level. More studies should be done on this.

The Best of 2006

My friend JR just released his "Best of 2006" post on his blog Broken Stained Glass and so I decided why not compile my own "Best List" for 2006. It actually will force me to reflect on what all I did during this past year.

In a sense, I think everyone should make a best list once in a while (whether they feel like publishing it on a blog or not)

Most Entertaining Film: (tie) V for Vendetta; Nacho Libre

Neither of these movies have any real shot of winning any respectable awards or even being named in any critical conversations. But I enjoyed both of them and thats why I watch movies, to be entertained.

Best Book I Read: What Jesus Demands from the World by John Piper

Piper's newest work is a home run for several reasons. I love how honestly Piper is able to look at the meaning in the Scriptures without fear of what people might think. Several things in this book challenged me, partially because I would be afraid to say it with such boldness.

Runner Up: The Pilgrim's Progress by John Bunyan

"This book will make a Traveller of thee," ~Bunyan's apology

Can't emphasize enough the value of reading the old books. The more new books that come out every year, the more we must hold fast to the classic works or we risk losing the great place we've come from in the frantic race to say something new.

Best Music Album: Good Monsters by Jars of Clay

Jars of Clay have been hit or miss for me over the years. I've loved some of their albums and hated some of their albums. This is one of my favorites.

Best Song: "This is Our God" by Chris Tomlin (Live From Austin)

Easily my favorite worship song this year.

Runner Up: "One" by U2 & Mary J. Blige

Great, old U2 song; Blige's voice makes it sound like Bono wrote it just for her.

Best Concert Attended: MercyMe/Audio Adrenaline

In the midst of the extreme nostalgia of seeing Audio Adrenaline one last time, MercyMe put on a great show too. It was a lot louder then I expected, considering most of the audience were middle-aged women (go K-LOVE!) and their husbands (whom they had obviously dragged along). I must say this was a huge step down from seeing U2 live in 2005, but my concert budget just couldn't stretch for a trip to New Zealand for U2's 2006 tour.

Biggest Discovery: MySpace & Facebook

I can't remember life before these two huge time wasters. But I must admit it is a ton of fun finding friends (old and new) and keeping in touch through pictures, messages and other craziness. The only negative; there seem to be hundreds of psychopaths who want to be friends with me. I don't want to meet new people on these sites; I want to keep in touch with people I already know.

Best Television Show: Total Hours Spent: House

When you're free time comes in chunks (like say during snow days), there is nothing which threatens that time more than TV on DVD. In 2006, I'm ashamed to say I enjoyed both Seasons I and II of House in their entirety. I enjoy the writers' wit and the distinctives of each character.

Best Television Show: Most Entertaining: The Office

I've been avoiding The Office for awhile now, because of it cultish following among my friends. But my brothers finally got me into it and, for now, I'm hooked. What will Dwight use his gaydar on next?

Best Magazine: Christian History & Biography

This is right up my alley. Great historical essays by an impressively well-educated staff of editors and writers. If you like church history, you'll like this magazine

Best New Toy: Canon SD600 Digital Camera

I love living in the age of technology and I love when my students give me giftcards to BestBuy for Christmas. I quickly used to them to buy my very first digital camera, after doing my homework on CNet first. CNet had nothing but good things to say about this little Canon. I'm feeling more like a photographer everyday :)

Best Use of Time: Life of Jesus; Church History to the Reformation

So far, this list has a lot of my favorite ways to waste time. To balance things out, here's a positive use. I was able to successfully finish a couple of classes at Gordon-Conwell Theological Seminary through their SemLink program. I saved money, I learned, and I'm closer to finishing this huge degree that seems to be taking forever.

Best Decision: The best decision I made in 2006 was to put off moving to seminary a year and live with Lou and Cathy Rozmiarek. There hospitality and friendship, coupled with a new batch of students at school have been such a blessing. I'm so thankful for God's goodness to me through his saints and provision!

Wow, 2006 was a year of great things. I can't wait to see what's in store for 2007!!

Reflections at Christmas 2006

The holidays are always a time of stepping out of the routines of life and enjoying family and friends. This Christmas, I've been thinking about my life and how I want to grow during this next year. More than mere resolutions or changes I want to make, I've been thinking about the essential elements of the Christian life lived well. What is it to live well with God and how do I set myself on a path where these things increase as the days and years pass by.

I've been wrestling with the following valuable aspects of the Christian walk. There are others, but I'd say these must be foundational for me.

1. The value of taking regular times to seek the Lord in prayer.

We live in an age of segmentation. We have our work, our friends, our churches, our roommates, our commitments and all other lifestyle habits which take up our time and energy. In this pattern, its easy to segment our lives down into the things we do at certain times in certain places. Prayer must not be segmented to specific times and places. Prayer must become a continual overflow from our hearts. It is not that we need to squeeze prayer into everything we do. But rather our hearts should run on prayer and therefore, whether aloud or silent, prayer must be a constant engagement of our life before God.

The value of taking daily times to seek the Lord in His Word.

The Word of God is an amazing grace to us, helping us live our lives correctly before God. In His Word, God has provided everything we need for a life of Godliness. There are many very disciplined Christians who have a very difficult time keeping their time in God's Word regular or profitable. First, many people assume they have a good enough working knowledge because they have been taught the Bible most of their lives. This is a huge error and very costly when it results in a neglect of God's Word. Second, many Christians don't engage the Word of God in prayer. The Bible is not merely a book to study or become familiar with. It is a great resource, directing our lives and hearts as we engage God in prayer. As we read the Word, we think about it; we ask God what it means; we ask God to make it true in our lives; we ask God to help us to love and submit ourselves to It. And then we continue to pray for these things throughout our days, whenever God brings it to mind.

The value of knowing what I need from the Lord as I approach.

One of the great needs in churches today is an increased priority on teaching people how to think well. Many great Christian thinkers are pointing out the fact people today don't need to ever think contemplatively or reflectively and so they've lost the ability to. The greatest danger in this is we become unable to assess our soul's condition before God. We come to God making blanket requests, but are unable to specifically ask God to meet our spiritual, emotional, relational and psychological needs. If God is glorified to act in response to human prayer, then we must learn to ask Him for what we need. Perhaps this starts with the prayer, "Teach us to pray." Knowing we have needs, drives us to God and breaks us from self-sufficiency.

The value of knowing what hinders my walk with God.

Many people are very articulate when it comes to the goals of the Christian life. We need deeper faith, the eyes of our hearts opened, knowledge of God, freedom from sin, etc. But most of us are perplexed when these things don't come about. We desire them and even pray about them on a regular basis. When we don't see them materialize in our lives, we either feel guilty because we aren't doing enough or we feel angry because God is not doing enough. Either way, there is very real confusion about why we do the things we do and more importantly why we can't stop. In this, we see how important it is to recognize the things that keep us from growing in God. If we can't put our finger on things that hinder us, how will be able to deal with them?

The value of working and fighting to keep myself close to God by killing those things which hinder me.

Lastly, we must learn how to fight for growth in God. Not only must I be aware of my hindrances, I must know how to partner with God to fight them. This fighting is not completely of me or completely of God. Scripture tells us to put to death hindrances "by the Spirit". Do I put them to death or does the Spirit put them to death? The answer must be both. I kill the sin in a way where the Spirit does the work and gets the credit. God gives me everything I need, but I must initiate the assault. Not only do we need to understand this, but we must learn how to put it into practice quickly and effectively. Christians must discipline themselves to be prepared to fight within the first couple seconds of any temptation, anywhere, anytime. As we mature, this becomes more of a habit and sins which once held us lose their power, because we become seasoned in the battle. We recognize temptations and pitfalls sooner and fight them more effectively. Experience is just as important as knowledge in this warfare. Christians not aware of this fight have not matured; but they are so far from God, Satan has stopped messing with them. Christians who don't ever battle with temptations are no longer threats to the kingdom of darkness. Satan fights against threats and leaves all those who are not threats alone. Therefore, we must prepare for our current battles and the ones which might come along as we grow in Christ.

These are things I've been thinking about this holiday season. We must train ourselves to live intentionally for the prize which really matters. We must desire the pleasures of heaven more than the temporal pleasures of this world. Most of all, we must ask God to show us the big deficiencies in our lives. What are the big things we do or neglect to do everyday, which lead to the self-destruction of our souls?? They are there, but only those willing to fight will be able to see and overcome them.

The World Is A Strange Place: MySpace

I find it comical and slightly hypocrytical that my last post was on the dangers of various forms of computer addiction and now here I am writing on my new fascination with MySpace. I've had a MySpace account for a while merely to view friend's pages. But a couple weeks ago, I took the plunge and created a MySpace page (with pictures!). Through various random searches (on everything from my high school to summer camps), I've found quite a few friends from the past and caught up with many of their lives. It is obviously a great tool to stay connected to many people!!

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